Sometimes I didn't know if I am still worth it
for the love that you've given me...
I didn't know if I really deserve to be trusted again...
I know I've already betrayed that trust

but I am really trying to pick myself up
and bring back myself to the same old Jean that you knew...
sometimes I feel that I don't deserve you anymore...
we used to be happy and contented with our lives
was it just a test? I really don't know...

all I asked from you is to keep on holding on
and that I really wish that someday
we can be together again...
I know there's still tomorrow for us..
I know there's still "You and Me..."

I've promised to you
even before this relationship started...
I promised that I will never leave you
and you're the one that I want to spend
the rest of my life with...

I almost broke that promise..
or perhaps I should say that
I've already broke that promise...
but there you are...
giving me another chance to stand up
and prove to you about the promises I've made.

You're giving me another chance
to fix everything that's broken...
broken by me.. I'm so sorry...

maybe I am not really good in loving you...
I thought what I've given you was the best..
maybe it was the best love that we both shared
that's why you're trying to save this relationship
and forget everything that I did to you...

I should have love you even more...
Do you really believe
that we can save this relationship?
I know your answer would be YES...

There you are... trying to pick me up again
and trying to wash away all the pain inside me...
why are you so good at it?
It's as if you've never been hurt...
you're simply amazing...

Tonight I will give it all to you...
I will give you my everything...
my love and my life...
and I'll just sit here
'til you come back in my arms again...

I love you honey...
Happy 4 years and 9th monthsary...
I love you so much...

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